"Silent gratitude isn't much use to anyone." ~G.B. Stern
I have decided to start this gratitude blog for several reasons. I have found that lately I am rarely grateful for all that I have and find reasons to feel ungrateful. I have also seen, via facebook and other sites that I am not alone. Many of us find so many reasons to complain. I hope this blog inspires us, even for one moment of the day, to say "thank you" for even one blessing in our life. My goal with this blog is to share at least one moment of gratitude, even on my very worst day. I hope that you will feel inspired to share with us what you are grateful for and together we can help lift and change the way we feel about our everyday lives and be a more grateful people.
"Gratitude is an art of painting an adversity into a lovely picture." ~Kak Sri
Today I am grateful that I only have one more day until I meet my new baby girl. I will post, I am sure, how grateful I am for her when I get home this weekend (with pictures) I will also say, I am grateful for General Conference.
Both me and baby will return in just a few days...with pictures :)
So, a few days have gone by once again. I don't want you to think that I am ungrateful when I don't post...but I will admit...I don't get to the computer as much since we put it down stairs :) I am nine months pregnant and going up and down stairs is not my favorite thing to do right now ;) Today is Sunday, and I had a great day. It was my last Sunday being pregnant and I have to say, I am grateful for that. I am so excited to meet our little Eva. I am grateful that I have been able to have at least one more pregnancy. I am grateful that I was able to feel her little body move around and around and around inside me. My husband knows that I have done a wee bit of complaining these past few weeks as she seems to love lodging herself right under my ribs...or pushing directly down on my bladder. However, I know how it feels to not be able to get pregnant. I know the pain it brings when all you want is a baby to love and care for and you can't have it. I know what it is like, not to have this blessing. So, I am truly and totally grateful for this amazing experience at least one more time.
So today I am grateful for water. I love water. I have craved cold, ice water my entire pregnancy. And now that I see my friends in Japan, and I know all over the world, who don't have enough water or any at all...I realize how blessed I am that I can go to my refrigerator, put my cup in the little water/ice dispenser and get as much clean, cold water I want whenever I want. How lucky are we?
Ok, so today I will be keeping it light. Now that I am 38 weeks pregnant...sleep has, well been a little difficult. I wake up to go to the bathroom, I wake up because I get so uncomfortable that I have to switch sides (which isn't easy as this point, it can take over a minute for me to turn my body over) or I just wake up because of no reason. I also have a little 2 year old, that for some reason goes through these spouts of waking up crying during the night and so once again I am awake. Anyway, to make a long, sad story longer...in about one week I will be getting even less sleep. So what I am grateful for or will be grateful for is being able to sleep again. One day...maybe in a few months or so, I will hopefully get one of those good night rests that we all dream about.
Yesterday I had the awesome opportunity to go to Stake Conference. I love Stake Conference. I am always able to get so much out of it...well, sometimes with the kids it is a little hard...but for the most part I am always able to enjoy it. I want to say thank to my husband for REALLY letting me enjoy yesterday's conference. I was in the choir, so I had to be there early and stay up in the stands. Flavio got the girls ready, and took them to a totally separate building, which allowed me to completely concentrate on the meeting. I was thrilled to be able to fully enjoy the meeting, especially when our main speaker was Elder Yoshihiko Kikuchi. I served my mission in Japan, so my heart has been very tender towards the Japanese people for the last couple of weeks. He was so fun to listen to and I felt the Spirit so strongly as he bore his testimony. I really needed that time yesterday. I am grateful, not only for the ability to go and listen to men called of God, but also for my husband who let me for this week, really be able to listen. Usually I am with the girls while Flavio sits up on the stand with his bishopric calling. So yesterday was a GREAT break and I am truly grateful for it :)
Wow. I am so BAD! I really wanted to keep this an everyday thing! For those of you who do look at this blog, please forgive me :/ I am not sure what happened to those few days...truly, they are a blur.
But, I want to go ahead and write what I am thankful for today. I am thankful for good friends. I know that in our lives we will make very few "best" friends. I am lucky enough to say that I have found a few best friends in my life. One, who I have known since 7th grade, is still my best friend: Rachelle. She and I have been through everything: Junior High, High School, rooming in college, and now married and parent life. We know everything about each other. She is really my shoulder to cry when I need her. She is so strong, stronger than she knows. I am so grateful she is in my life and I hope we can be "best friends" the rest of our lives.
Today's post is one of mixed emotion. Today I am grateful that I am safe. With all the events happening around the world, I am grateful for my safety and the safety of my family. This weekend has been difficult in the fact that many of my friends who live in or are from Japan have been affected by what has happened. I can't imagine the fear and devastation these wonderful people are feeling. I served an LDS mission in Japan and so I can honestly say I love the Japanese people. It has been hard for me to see so many suffer. However, I do have the hope that through this horrible tragedy good will come from it. I pray that many will find God and that many hearts will be open to the truth of The Gospel.
I am grateful that I had the opportunity to share my love and testimony with the people of Japan and now my prayers are once again with them as they get through this horrific disaster.
Today I am grateful for music. I love music. I love all kinds of music. I am sure if anyone were to look at my playlist, they would just laugh because it has almost everything. Today, however, I am grateful for spiritual music. I am singing with a choir for our Stake Conference and we are singing, "This is the Christ" for one of the pieces. I love this song. It is so personal and meaningful. I feel a true connection with my Savior when I sing or hear it. Music is a big part of my life...mostly because of my dad (which I forgot to mention in his birthday post). My dad is an amazing musician. Music is a gift and I am truly grateful for it.
Today I am grateful for the Temple. Flavio and I were able to go last night. I really needed it, it filled me up with the love you can only feel at the Temple. I am grateful that I know The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is the true church on the earth. I know the Temple is a place of God and I know that when I go, I am able to receive the strength and hope I need in my life. I love the Temple and I will be forever grateful for the ability to go.
Okay, I am cheating a little as I am doing this a day late, but I wanted to tell you how grateful I am for my dad. His birthday is March 11, and so I thought it would be appropriate to say a few words about him. I will admit that I am a Daddy's girl. I know he loves me and is very interested in my life. He is fun and outgoing and we always have fun together. He loves hiking and photography and he is wonderful at both. My dad has taught me how to work hard and to love nature. He has always been a wonderful father and I am truly grateful for him. I love you dad! Happy Birthday!
Today I am grateful for a warm bed. I know there are many, many people who don't have this seemingly simple comfort. What a blessing it is to be able to have as many blankets as I want, and to have a soft comfortable mattress underneath me, especially being 8 months pregnant. :)
Today has started out nice. I made my husband stay home from his exercise class so we could snuggle (hopefully that isn't TMI) My girls have been relatively happy this morning and I feel good. I am grateful for today. I am not sure how the rest of you feel, but I know that if I don't treasure a good day...it seems like forever before I get another one. Today is a good day and for that I am grateful.
I know I have skipped a couple of days...let's just say I have felt better physically. Anyway, I think, due to the fact that I have felt yucky, coming up with "grateful" items is truly harder. And then I started to think about my body and the pain I felt. I thought of my baby's body and prayed that she will come out with ten fingers and ten toes.
What an amazing thing: the body. And what is more amazing? The promise of the Resurrection. I thought of this over the weekend and was filled with hope as I pondered about having a perfect body. A body that never feels pain again, a mind that will be clear and complete, to never feel tired or hungry. What a miracle that will be. I am grateful for my body, as I know there are many others who suffer way more than I ever have. But I am more grateful for the hope of that perfect body. What a blessing and what a gift. I am grateful that my Savior overcame death for me and for you. He did his job...and so we will be forever blessed.
Once again it is Sunday. I tend to be more emotional when it comes to Sunday. Even though getting ready for church is hectic and church itself can seem daunting with two younger children and a husband who serves in our bishopric. But as we came home today and were sitting together, I watched my husband and my two girls for a moment and realized how lucky I really am. I have a wonderful family. I am blessed with two beautiful, healthy children, who are amazing. I have a husband who, I know, loves me very much and tries really hard to make me happy. I am very grateful for my family. I know I am very blessed with love and I know I take it for granted too often.
Today I am grateful for my husband's job. We are very blessed and I am very spoiled. I take it for granted too often and forget how many people out there either don't have a job, or have a job that doesn't pay enough or a job that makes them unhappy. My husband's job is, for the most part, wonderful for him...he really loves his job, and we are very blessed with all that we need and most of what we want. I thank my Heavenly Father for this job and those who had a hand in helping us get it.
Today I am mostly grateful that my very strong willed 2 year old, decided to start using the potty all by herself. She just decided 2 weeks ago (the day she was diagnosed with croup) that she was ready and has done very well with it. It has been a little difficult for me at this stage, as I am very pregnant and getting up every 5 minutes with her to use the bathroom can get old. However, as this IS a gratitude blog I will highlight that this means we will be buying less diapers when this baby comes and I will hopefully not be changing 2 cute little bums within a month :) Potty training is one of my least favorite parts of being a parent so I am grateful Lia has made it fairly easy for me.
So I missed my first day (yesterday) as I was very sick. I was so dizzy, I couldn't get up. I am guessing being pregnant and having a stuffy nose, just threw my equilibrium off a little. Anyway, I am feeling better today, so I wanted to catch up.
Yesterday, even though I felt horrible, I was able to find a few things to be grateful for. And the one I want to share is of my oldest daughter, Hannah. Hannah is a gem. She is loving, smart, and wants to help me at every turn. Yesterday, when I was having a hard time even moving, she took over and helped her younger sister with her potty training...made sure she had her drink and overall did a great job taking care of Lia. I was so proud. She is only 4. :)
I love all 3 of my children. But yesterday I was truly grateful for Hannah.